Breaking Dawn. Thanks so much for your reply, you make me feel less alone.

I guess there are many people out there like us, but we don't meet one another. It make me feel defective, but I don't see you that way. You come across as a warm and caring and interesting person

I will take a look at the social groups that you mentioned.

I got so excited having people to talk to/post to yesterday, and I worried I had posted too much for a new person. I felt a bit self conscious, but then I remembered everyone here has their problems and it a bit weird like me. But last night i did feel a bit embarrassed and thought about deleting my account and crawling under a rock, but your post was very encouraging, Breaking Dawn, so thank you