If only I wasn't drunk all the time, I might be able to think clearly and better articulate to you my frustrations and fears. As it is, I send a sober email; draft a drunk email which I will never send; attend a session with a hangover; project all my resentments and disgusts onto you. Rinse and repeat for five years and counting. Huh. Turns out I am the real coward around here.
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