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Sep 18, 2021, 07:32 PM
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I had a nice day, it was sunny with cool air and warm sun, a "peach" of a day the bus driver said. The leaves are already starting to turn here in Ontario and it will be a low of 7 degrees Celsius (45 degrees Fahrenheit) tonight so that will hurry them along.
I emptied all my overflowing garbage cans and recycling and it is tidy in here again. I got my meds smoothly (going to pick them up in person seems to be the key [their delivery service sucks]) and took my spiffy cart intending to get just a few things and got a cart's worth. It's a nice feeling to have a stocked kitchen!
I'm feeling niiiiiiiiiiice and smoothed out on 5mg Valium and registered for the concurrent support group. I'm looking forward to it as i've always had a fondness for street junkies, from my late and lovely brother being one no doubt.
I'm loving my bald head, so easy in the morning, so refreshing to wash my face and head and be done with it. I have greasy hair so i have to shower every day and it's impossible to get the temperature in my shower steady so it's usually waaaaaaaaaaaaay too hot and it gets my heart-rate up and makes me frantic to get outside with my dog and cool off and i get angry and aggressive.
I almost yelled, "Chop-chop!!!" at my sweet neighbor the other day because i was boiling from my shower and she was delaying me from getting outside. All-around, showering is a bad scene, so unpleasant.
Plus our federal Green Party leader is a bald woman and i think it's so brave. Her name is "Annamie Paul," very unusual and pretty. She was calm and assertive when another leader was being aggressive with her in the debate, just raised her hand against him and told him it was her time to talk. It was very impressive!
I saw an ex-boyfriend in Walmart yesterday but i decided NOT to call out to him. Unfortunately he saw me resting on a bench outside Walmart and came up to me and tried to chat but i just made poor eye-contact and he got the hint and moved on hastily. It's for the best.
@Jennifer 1967:
I also find violent action movies calm me down. I think it is because it satisfies my aggression. Much better than yelling at the cashier at Walmart! My favorite movie is "Natural Born Killers" which is just a splatter-fest and for newer movies i like "Sicario" and the sequel, also very grisly. I've also watched them over and over too. I've been watching NBK since 1998. I like Bruce Willis too, soooooooooo handsome! Something so comforting about a familiar movie!
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