Though I still occasionally read a few posts, I apologize for not keeping up/supporting many of the people who post here. I have started a new job with an assisted living facility, am trying to serve others better face to face in my personal life (verses on here anonymously) and finding myself more interested in spiritual verses psychological things. I was drawn to this forum in order to help me understand why I made a very serious attempt on my life in 2015. This forum did provide some of the answers; however, I also believe there was a spiritual component to the reason why. I appreciate so much all the support so many people here have provided and hope that in the future, I will be moved in my spirit to share more with the wonderful people here. My focus has moved to other things but I still check in periodically and feel love and appreciation towards many who post here. Hugs to all who read this post!