So Sorry for your Losses and that things are being so hard also! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the wise and wonderful Yaowen about being Sorry that you have to put up with this at all. Unfortunately sometimes work can be hard also much more than it should be. Let us Hope things will improve really soon for you and your husband and that perhaps you will be able to find another job. Or at least for things to improve at work obviously. m. Please do continue to try your best like i'm sure you're already wonderfully doing. Do try to make yourself feel heard when possible. Be Kind. You matter. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Have Hope, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!