This is Paul. I don't remember being in a void, but I'm feeling better now. Even so, I'm too afraid to tell my trauma therapist about all this. She worries enough about me.

@Breaking Dawn Wishing you and all your parts the best. As you know, every system's different. And everyone is valid! I still don't understand DID. It's hard for me to accept. My trauma therapist says everyone has parts. It's just that parts in some people are more separated. Even normal/typical people can sleep walk and do things while asleep, but have no memory when they wake up. Some people go for walks around the neighborhood while sleep walking. Some people open the refrigerator and make a meal while sleep walking. Even my DID neuropsychologist says they don't really understand much of the brain yet.