It's only taken me a couple of months, but I think i figured out a lot of what I am feeling. Betrayal. I feel betrayed by you. I trusted you so much, a million times more than I have ever trusted anyone before. I trusted that no matter what happened you would do the right thing. Even if we had to stop working I trusted that you would do the right thing and because I don't feel like you have done the right thing I feel betrayed. You violated that trust. I just read that betrayal is probably the most devastating loss a person can experience. Yep.