Dear Ex T, I hope you can see my email for what it was meant to be. Honest and real yet respectful and as considerate as I can be without understanding. If I believed in a God I would be praying to him now that there still is a 'we' in some sense, and that our mantra still stands... Together we will find a way. I love you and I miss you and I just wish I could make some sense of all of this.