I dragged myself out of bed at 2 pm. This is not good, I'm missing my AD and don't want to bother anyone. I have way to many pill packs instead of just morning and night. I made mac and cheese. My boys had hotdogs with it. I'm apologizing way to often. I just don't have energy I want to lay down and stare at nothing for hours or more like days. I want to do nothing but can't. We have 10 days before our lease is up but haven't got the new one yet but again I don't want to bother anyone but being homeless again will suck. Hopefully I get the energy to fight soon. IDK why I even typed this thank you for reading it though.