I've been getting those impulses since my whole life I guess. They were intense to shadowy and we're non verbal impulses, to jump in front of the subway trains, etc. I used to hug the pillars.

We're still locked down. I'm so worried they won't resume resident smoking priveleges. I misspelled that but the stupid keyboard won't tell me the correct spelling. I have to go to the eye docs and oral surgeon asap but if they're going to quarantine me for another two weeks I don't know what to do.

I hope everyone will feel better soon. Lots of hugs and [emoji177].