I decided it's dumb to exercise when i'm not attending to my activities-of-daily-living consistently. If i burn up my puny supply of physical energy exercising then laundry and cleaning don't get done, both of which are very overdue. I'd much rather exercise, it's a lot more fun but living in a clean home is more important.
If i never get to exercise, i never get to it.
I guess i just have to do the most important stuff first and see how it goes, see how far i can get. I'm not able to plan.
Also worried about the addictions recovery group i signed up for. I don't do well in groups, why am i persisting with them? It's just a ZOOM drop-in group so it doesn't matter if i don't go.
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