My therapy today was the best ever! I've never felt so much love and care from anyone before. I was telling her about a post I made last week asking if someone ended their life would the police contact their therapist, and that two therapists replied saying No, that the police contact their nearest kin. T asked me why I wanted to know. I said I wanted to be certain you didn't find out because I don't want you to be hurt. She got emotional saying she would find out after looking into things, and then she said that makes her want to tear up and cry just thinking about it. And then I got emotional and couldn't talk for a moment. The whole therapy was wonderful. She tried so hard to give me the best care ever. I'm trying my best to heal and recover, and to never let her down.

I never knew therapy could be so beautiful and full of human compassion, care and love. I just care about her so much, words can never say.