Thank you so much Newtus!! [emoji3590] I’m happy to hear you’ve been doing well! I And you’re definitely right. I do need to accept my weight, myself, and my meds. I downloaded an app called I Am Sober, it’s an app for any kind of addictive type thing such as eating disorders, drugs, alcohol, cutting, etc. I don’t have problems with the latter ones but the eating disorder is definitely an issue. Anyway, it tracks the days, hours, and minutes you abstain from eating disorder behaviors. Unfortunately I ended up using an ED behavior tonight. I am tracking my recovery now though, I reset my progress and am going to try to stick with it. I don’t want to waste years of my life away worrying about/obsessing about weight constantly. The meds do help. I am going to stay on the abilify injection, Thorazine, my ADs, and mood stabilizer.

Again, thank you so much, you’re a wonderful friend. [emoji3590] And I hope you start feeling better too in regards to your pregnancy , sui thoughts, and your family/relationship stuff going on

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