Its a long story, never adapted perfectly socially.

I developed a not very normal personality. Im 29 old.

At my 20s, when grew up, I just didnt like the kind of people I was meeting.

The things people do and like, I didnt like them. I was very quiet and calm, people could think I was shy, but no, I was ok, but too calm and quiet for them. I didnt understood people, why they acted they way they did.

My hobby was to read psychology books, real books, and people was interested in drink and have fun, I wanted to have intelectual conversations.

Anyway. Even if people was good and friendly with me, I couldnt adapt, or even declined them because they were not interesting people to talk to.

Im more open now, I think I could be more friendly at the time. But I was really obsesed with my ideas. My mind was a mess. I just couldnt understand how to live life, or enjoy it, etc.

So, now loneliness is really hard for me. Dont have any friends, my life went down the road.

Im optimistic, its not that I live in a whole thinking there is no way out, but in the meantime, loneliness destroys me.

Dont have anyone to say Hi, talk about a movie, its torture !

Anyone relates ? I joined here looking to find people I could talk a bit.