So Sorry for your Losses! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about being easy on yourself. Please Do take all the time you need to Grieve. m. i Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miss Laura, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!