So t suppose to call in 45 minutes. I don't want to talk to her. I'm thinking of taking an antianxiety pill beforehand. But i don't know. I just wish she wouldn't bother calling. I know it's her job but it's going to be to bothered by talking to me. I don't want to bother anyone. I think she's going to be concerned. I don't know why my mood crashed when I got home.