So Sorry you're feeling like this also! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that it would be best to accept it perhaps. After all you've said that she has been clear from the beginning. If you're having any doubts about any relationship between her boyfriend and herself then perhaps it would be better to simply discuss it also. If it comes to a point that you feel like you simply can't accept it then perhaps it may be best to move on. Obviously i hope it won't have to come to that and that you will be able to work through it obviously. i hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Photonate, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!