Feeling down for most of the day today and tonight. Very hot outside today and tonight and I tend to get depressed on hot days. Of all things, the jacuzzi is working tonight. Really weird because late this afternoon it was cold. I could have used it tonight but I had already showered with soap and shampooed my hair. Geez! Well, there's always tomorrow night.

Today seemed like a "twilight zone" kind of day. It was like, no matter how well I try, I get beaten down emotionally. I guess it's because it's full moon.