Nothing much to do for today. I plan on a long bike ride later on, but it seems like it's going to be very hot outside. This day has started out being hot already.

This morning I got a message from the management of the apartment I live at. It was a "reminders" kind of message; meaning that violations have happened. The message had a greeting saying, "dear ______ " (with my name inscribed) but it looked like a template or form letter to everyone else. I took it as being directed at me. But there were some violations that doesn't apply to me (such as dogs, which I don't have). So maybe it wasn't directed at me. The concern I had was about the jacuzzi from last night because I had touched the emergency switches, which wasn't supposed to happen. I did it because the jacuzzi was working strangely. I should have reported it, but I feel shy about having to report problems. I've reported problems so many times and I don't want to be a pain in the butt. Unfortunately there are some people living at my place who are inconsiderate of others.

I woke up feeling anxious about the trip coming up next month and having to move out sooner or later. I'm depressed because I wish I could be content and settled at where I am now. But getting that message this morning has encouraged me all the more to leave; among many other things going on in my area. It's like someone out and around is telling me to leave.