So sorry to hear that. I totally agree about depression being a "beast". For me, I don't know if it's circumstance(s) or if the depression is just natural for me. In the last couple of weeks there's been lots of little things going on to pull me down. Each item is no big deal in itself, but a little bit can pull me down.

Other than that, what's unfortunate for me is there is a period when I'm wallowing in good times and all I think about is that it's all coming to an end, being replaced by bad times. For some strange reason, I feel more comfortable in bad times than good. Maybe it's because I've had so many bad times that I have been acclimated to and feel out of kilter when good things happen.