Same **** different therapist. I actually said to her today “you remind me of my old therapist” and she said “how?” And I said “she was always wanting to call the cops on me. But I thought she was hot. You just look normal to me. Everything my old therapist did made me want to flood my basement.” I think that comment surprised her a bit. But all she said was “yeah being attracted to your therapist is not good.”

But basically today’s session went the way a session with transference T would have gone. Minus the whole transference thing plus we were meeting in person.

But so far no ambulance has shown up to my house and my mom hasn’t been called. So I guess I’m in the clear. I need to lay off my T though. I know she’s switching me to someone else eventually but I think me spilling my guts so much is going to get me into trouble soon. Even if she doesn’t have access to my Pdoc.