You still haven’t called my mom. If this was transference T I’d think you were just faking your concern and that you didn’t actually care about me. Now I don’t give two shits if you care or don’t care and if you like me or if you don’t. I’m just glad you seem to be letting this issue go. That is all I care about.

But thanks for telling me it’s illegal to come to a session on opiates since it’s considered being “under the influence” as you said to me today.

I do appreciate you saying on my way out “good luck on your surgery if I don’t see you before then.” That is all I really wanted from you. If you had said that in the first place I don’t think all this would have happened. I am glad you have me on a cancellation list for next week and I found out I don’t have to quarantine after my Covid test on Tuesday. But I guess it doesn’t matter if I see you.

But do I actually like you? Not really. I find you cold and arrogant. You remind me of one of the mean staff from one of my treatment centers I was in. Basically you’re just another brick in the wall to me. And it takes a lot for me to not like someone. I often find people annoying. But I don’t actually dislike like them the way I do with you.