I have my appts scheduled with diatician and psychologist. I've watched a lot of youtube videos. Found this doctor in Michigan who does videos great resource. And listening to people's stories help too.

One of the old ladies in my building had wls in the 90's. She said don't do rny she now has osteoporosis. But she said good luck and it's a good decision. She was over 300 lbs. I'm not. I'm 265. But losing 130 lbs is overwhelming. I'm struggling to lose the 20 for the pre diet. Down 6, 14 to go. I lose slow gain fast. Sucks.