I’m doing well today. I’m much more at ease then I have been. My mom and I were going out to eat at a restaurant we had a gift card for. But I got nervous at all the truckers there. So we just ordered to go. I also went to Walmart to get a few things. I took a Benadryl about half an hour ago and so far I’m not feeling much of anything. I took my Geodon then too. I chugged a glass of cranberry juice for dinner just to make sure everything stays ok. I emailed my therapist because I was super happy. And she chose to call my mom instead and talk about my med situation. My mom told her it is under control and that she is aware about things. I didn’t get an email response from my therapist though. I’m trying not to let it get me down but I wish she’d say something. I get that she may not agree with what I’m doing regarding getting this surgery since it can be tough for people who are pro life to understand. But she could at least fake it.