Im doing everything I can for my kids I'm worried about her because I've always been there when things get bad in her head I know I shouldn't but it's hard to shut off how you feel I suffer from rheumatoid arthritis so after an 8 to 12 hour work day I'm struggling to move and I still have to cook get kids to and from school and do chores at home so I don't have time for friends or anything else and if I did I'm In to much pain anyway that's not a sympathy plea I've learned to live with that when she is good she the sweetest person on earth I still can't get her smile out of my head she could talk for hours about nothing but when she was bad she slept most of the day and would cry the restive held her many nights trying to make things better