I ordered pizza lets see if I eat it. In general I'm feeling a lot better. We've postponed all trips until everyone is back to stable. Meaning no college tours, Miguel's going to apply to schools blindly, if at all. Currently he's struggling to keep his head above water So looking at schools are not at the top of our list. "Anna" isn't around all day, just when I eat. SH thoughts are less. I'm looking at coloring again BUT I'm still really confused and I can't get my point across. So I've been really frustrated.