Okay, so I'm staying off the perphanzine because I'm doing well without it and just on my other AP and other meds, but I'm going to keep taking my thorazine because it's not possible for me to get more than 2-3 hours of sleep without it. And I can't keep going days without sleep, it's really bad for mental health. I just will accept that I have to stay on the thorazine, it's not a big deal. It helps me so it's fine. I accept that and I accept my weight. I will make healthy choices, I'm 4 days into my eating disorder recovery, like true recovery. Not that half assed recovery I did before where I was still hanging on to my ED subconsciously.