I'm sorry, I don't know if it's reportable because she gave you a list of other therapists to try. I would call your insurance and ask them if there's anyone in your area. But the right non-specialized T can be worth their weight in gold. Especially if they're willing to work with you. Unfortunately (like me) you're a high risk patient. T's can loose their license if something bad happens to us. So less T's want to take the risk of working with us. I think that's what happen here.

As much as you don't want to is there an IOP that will take you during this time? because you'll need extra support. I've learned to be very open and honest my first and second appointment about how high risk I am. Actually I have a page typed up about it so I just bring that with me to my first appointment.

For me this concoction of medication has kept me lower risk then before where everything was "If I'm honest this time will I end up hospitalized?" But they needed the whole picture to get to this place.

The med changes were rough on me. Scary as hell. I had to put my faith in my team. My ability to medicate had to be taken out of my hands. I would either over medicate or under medicate Both are considered misusing medication. Eventually I was told I needed injectable medications and that scared me almost as much as hospitalization. Honestly it was the best thing for me. I also have 3 other medication I take. My ability to take them properly is solely based on the date of my last injection.

I know this isn't what you wanted to hear and I know we have different issues but maybe a higher level of stability can be found with a new T. I'm sorry I know how much it sucks to hear I no longer want to work with you.