I'm getting better. I ate a full meal today. No voices, I'm still incredibly confused and frustrated about that. I started my markers class again. My focus isn't there but that's okay it'll come back to me. I hate having episodes because it makes me feel so dumb. My husband has those issues too when he's depressed. I just don't get it. It's like are brain power goes with our mood. We both feel more stupid on medication but when an episode comes we can hardly function.