So last night I had my mom contact my transference T. The one I was meeting with before I moved. Who I had a lot of issues with towards the end. I had my mom ask if she’d be willing to work with me again. I knew what the answer would be but I thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask. She sent a very gentle email back and said she was overly full with clients and that she also felt it was not the best to see me again because we weren’t making progress because of my eating disorder which she does not specialize in. But she was nice in her email.

I don’t know why I had my mom do it. I guess I just still have feelings about her. I’m glad she remembers me and remembered the situation.

So now my next step is to call that one therapist in the area who seems to be able to meet my needs and seems to have openings and does in person sessions. At least according to what her bio says online.