I'm home. Got a shower last night. A REAL shower! Not 3 drops dripping on my head. I'm still paranoid. For now, everything is okay, but that may change. Gotta keep vigilant. My pdoc's nurse called. I don't feel like I'm tracking with my brain right. I told her this. She just asked me a bunch of questions and said crisis team would be calling me tonight and that if I didn't answer that they would come over! She said she would call me tomorrow, too. Plus I have other appointments coming up.I had pie for breakfast- my mom's home made apple pie and my first cup of coffee since being in the hospital. (Their coffee sucked.) I still don't feel right. Spacey. I took some extra Haldol PRN to help calm the racing thoughts. My pdoc appointment is IN PERSON! That's Friday, I think. I haven't seen her since "before". It will be interesting to see her. i dunno what to say. I feel like I should keep typing. I told my case manager that I'm not tracking very well. I guess I got all I could out of the hospital, though. I was tired of the no-slip socks and the frumpy clothes. Plus there was a "new" guy there who refused to wear a mask. Even in group, he had it under his chin! I guess this is rambling. I guess I should go call N3 now. He's waiting. All for now.