I really feel like it’s all me after what happened today. I’m hesitant to contact my pdoc because I’m afraid she’s gonna be frustrated with me for lying about mania symptoms to get out of the hospital. I do feel extremely out of control though—I even had sex with another patient while inpatient. I can’t tell my pdoc that though bc she’s affiliated with the hospital and I don’t want to get banned from there. I feel like a complete f u c k up

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