Dear Temp T,

Thank you for understanding my want to try out this new T, and for saying I could always come back if it doesnt work, or if she ever takes an extended break for holidays etc.

And thank you for helping me to come up with that picture of where I was Vs where I am today, and how the hole has developed in this new piece of ground.

That really clicked with me today, and helps to explain why I could almost forget it was there sometimes too, if it wasn't for the knowing, the fear of falling in, the missing that part of me.

In a way I'm kind of sorry you don't get to venture there with me, but I just feel I have to try this out. Sadly your space just isn't right for me, and I'm not sure you are the ideal fit either, but you have helped me through a really tricky patch and I am grateful for that. So, thank you.