My son does not have covid. I won’t even tell you what I went through to get him tested. I’m still a little angry about it, I’m trying to let go.

I worked myself up into a panic this morning about him possibly being sick and what could happen. I felt like I was dying so I bypassed coping skills and just went straight to the Xanax. I don’t take it very often so it is what it is. I also had to take my migraine medicine and that **** put me straight to sleep until 1pm. I hate it, how am I supposed to take it at the onset of a migraine during the day if I’m just going to fall straight asleep? This is the third one I’ve tried, I have to contact my neurologist again.

Haven’t heard from my photographer, I hope nothing’s happened. There’s no way I could find another photographer in 2 weeks.

I just need to chill out for the rest of the evening.