Oh Cool,

I'm so so sorry about Lucy. I still miss my Esther and it's been since May.


I'm also so so sorry about your Mom. That she wasn't the kind of mom that you needed and deserved. I'm sorry that you have that pain and that hole inside you because she failed as a mom. I think your T is onto something that we all have to learn to be our own mothers. That's a hard thing to learn but I think it could be really good to learn it. I need to learn this too. You aren't alone.


I'm so proud of you that you were able to ask for help and that they came and helped and still love you. That's what friends or family is supposed to do. Love you anyway. Even if the house is a mess. Even if our lives is a mess. (Speaking more of me in that last statement than you!)


Sending you warm soothing hugs.


Kit