When I was a kid I’d get crushes on teachers not the other kids. Someone has to be about 11-20 years older for me to feel any mild attraction to them. I’m also Demisexual which means I’m only attracted to people I have a close emotional bond with. Which I guess is why I got crushes on teachers. One of my therapists was 11 years older then me and I found her to be very attractive. My last therapist was only 8 years older then me and although she was prettier then the last one I wasn’t attracted to her. I am mainly attracted to people in their 40’s.

I don’t get why I’m attracted to some people and not to others. Often people will do and say the exact same thing as the person I like and there’s no connection. I can’t even tell if these people I like are supposed to be attractive or not. I think I like peoples eyes and that’s what draws me in.

But I don’t know. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with this.

I just have a type and preference with everyone and everything.