I see my therapist tomorrow and now I am having flashbacks to 2010 when I was raped by 4 strangers. I need to tell her and yet things have been so stressful me being unwell for the past few months, I have reumatoid arthritis newly diagnosed, i am also in the process of changing family doctor because he wont take me serious now. I also worry about my therapist she has told me if she goes into private practice she will still see me. She may not be able to work at the clinic i go see her any more due to not being able to get vaccinated because of health reasons. I feel overwhelmed with everything. I have allot of problems accepting my body, health, and mental health it's like I see 2 people of me, i don't know if that makes sense. Thank you for reading