I was feeling paranoid because my case manager didn't text me back after I texted him yesterday. So I was convinced they were having a secret meeting to kick me out of IOP based on what the pdoc said about going to the hospital. So I texted him today and was like, R--what's up? I'm feeling paranoid. Are you trying to kick me out of IOP? He was like, "Oh no, you're good. I just had a lot of client crises yesterday." Whew. I still feel a little paranoid. But I am going to try to trust that he doesn't want to kick me out of IOP.