Feeling really good this evening. Nothing out of the ordinary these days -- woke up being OK. Took my meds, had my few hours of unease -- just tried to sleep it through, and now I'm feeling good. I got a bit of energy I'm gonna chalk up to getting a better night's rest. I know this may be a controversial subject, I'm gonna apologize to Soupe, our in house culinary expert -- but I have really been enjoying the variety of soups from Progresso lately. I know, I know -- too much sodium, base flavor but no flare etc. (my mom makes the point a lot haha). The last few days I've been really enjoying a nice bowl of soup at least for lunch. It may be because it's getting colder and something nice and warm fills me up. Perhaps for the same reason I enjoy a nice cup of hot chocolate in the evening as well.

So, serious note -- I'm thinking about getting a part time job. It'll be the first time in a long while I've been productive in society. Working in my career is not an option right now. I need to ease my way back into the workforce if it's something I am going to accomplish in the future. So as many place need workers right now. I could pretty easily I would assume have my pick at employers for something. I wouldn't even mind factory work. I know a factory in town has a part-time program. They pay really well but you work 16 hours a week (usually a weekend shift), but it's around $22/hr. It's something to consider, right? I am feeling better for the first time in a few years. I think I should take advantage at looking at ways to change my lifestyle.

Also, I am thinking about trying to take my meds that make me feel sick at night-- so maybe I can offset the uneasiness that comes with them. Only issue is I have to eat at least 350 cal with one of the them so that may be a bit of a hurdle. We'll see what I can work with.