Well I got home Monday from IP.

Obviously I was Detoxed via Phenebarbatol off Xanax. Was started on Seroquel and Geodon.

I saw Richard yesterday, he was very happy to see me. I am dealing with a exhaustion that I don't think I have ever had. The saying " weak as a kitten" I never understood until now. I know some is medication and I hope that starts to level out but he said that he expects it to last weeks and weeks and weeks. Hopefully it wont but he wanted to make sure I understood so I don't beat myself up. I am up for a few hours and honestly not doing anything and I have to go back to bed for a nap. Feels odd to be actually sleeping so much.

So for right now I am just focusing on taking care of myself. I'm having alot of runs of huge anxiety and Tachyacardia even on meds. Having to pull out loads of coping skills. My Blood sugar has increased due to meds already not thrilled about that. I have appt with GP on the 12th so might need a med increase to help drop my numbers.

Hugs to anyone in need