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Old Sep 30, 2021, 04:08 PM
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I weigh 155lbs and I feel like I won’t be satisfied until I’m around 110-115 lbs. it makes me hate myself and feel disgusted

I’m almost ready to go off the abilify injection just to lose the 10 lbs I gained the first few months of starting it

Why do I feel this way towards myself. I don’t see anyone who’s overweight as being bad or anything but I feel absolute hatred toward myself for it.

I might have to reset my 9 day streak on my app tracking my recovery because of today

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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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