Saw pdoc today. I told her the truth about how I've been feeling lately. So upshot is that she doubled my Haldol to 5 mg a.m. and 5 mg p.m. From the 5 mg the hospital just upped me to from 2.5 so a total of 10 per day and 2 mg prn - which I took today. And no more Seroquel!! I took myself out for lunch this afternoon and had blueberry pancakes. I took over 2/3 of it home. I hope to reheat it for dinner.

I am feeling ok since seeing pdoc though she did suggest that I do IOP too. I don't want to and I don't think anything is set up. I was honest with her and told her I don't want to go because I am afraid to get lost. We left it at that I guess. I told her my sleep is ok but in all honesty I've been staying in bed for far too long since being home- today I pressed snooze from 1030 to 1220 when I had to get up to make it to my pdoc appointment. That seems ridiculous no?