I'm waiting for my lesson to start. I usually stay awake at night these days since I sleep during the day. I feel ok. I just have a few hours to teach today. I am happy overall but have a lot more classes now. I should be happier now but the stress of doing all of my administrative tasks is getting to me at times. I spend way too much time on them, but it is necessary since I write my next lesson plans in these messages I send to my students. I should be going insane but am calm about it. I have to survive. I will take my medication after this and knock myself out. I feel some stress but am matter of factly just dealing with it. Such is life. I have to find ways to pay my high taxes. I could move away from here, but it is the same no matter where I live here in this country. I like where I live so I can't complain. I hope to survive and need to work more. But, for now, I will go with the flow and be stable. My health is a priority, not money. I am surprised that I have done as much I am doing now. I am doing well. I won't divulge my problems to anybody. So, life continues and is like climbing a mountain. Hopefully, I will reach the summit one day, then I can cruise for a while.