Rose3 and your ragdoll:
I'm somewhat confused (may I be sincere and thoroughlt honest?)
I'm receiving treatment for precisely that, delusional disorder. See, I had good reason, as I was sexually abused at work and had to retire from work for good. Dunno if I may be followed by this guy again, but they say: "you're deluded" - he won't come back. That's why I don't go out unless absolutely necessary. Even then I'll think-up every reason in the boook NOT to go out. Deluded? "One bitten, twice shy" as we say.