I can’t sleep pain is really bad I think one of my incisone split a bit from trying to use the bathroom: That’s basically an immediate ER trip and possible admission and I don’t want that.. I took a Tylenol an hour ago. I haven’t had narco since 7. I really am uncomfortable taking that stuff. So I’m thinking of taking a Valium so I can at least relax. I’ve only had one in more then 24 hours: I could be going through withdrawals. I haven’t eaten since 4PM Thursday. I wonder if I have hunger pangs. But I’m not very hungry. But I may just need some juice and a Valium. I did a big grocery shopping. So I have a lot of food now and not just rice cakes, ramen, candy, and cereal. I spent $100 but it was worth it and I got a lot of stuff.

When I touch gently on where my ovaries were I get a tingly non painful feeling that radiates up my body. It’s interesting.

Edit: my mom and I decided that I should take a Valium and another Tylenol since I had only been taking one at a time when I can take 2 at a time. So this is my 3rd in 5 hours. I took them with water and then I drank a bottle of blue raspberry Body Armor. She said the incision does not look bad. I’m hoping everything kicks in soon and if I can get just 4 hours of sleep I’d be happy.

There was a women next to me, maybe in her 60’s. So at least 32 years older then me Who also had a hysterectomy done. She was totally alert. Went to the bathroom right away and then her and her husband left and were going to Olive Garden. Meanwhile I’ve just been a mess this whole time and I’m only 28 and in good shape.

Edit: I got about 2 hours and 20 minutes of sleep. I’m kind of anxious but mr pain is ok. I’ve been in the same spot for 2 hours and I haven’t moved. I showed probably move around a bit. That’s what my nurse and paperwork told me to do. But once I took the Valium and Tylenol I fell right to sleep. So I assume my anxiety elaborated things. I think I’ll take another Valium and my morning Geodon but not any pain meds. I have to be super careful about the meds right now and do things right so I don’t OD on things for real. So maybe I should even avoid the Geodon until 5AM since that’s when I last took it.

I hope the pain is just lack of Valium related and not the start of anything.

The pain honestly isn’t all that bad. I got to the bathroom and then to the garage fridge and got a big bottle of blue raspberry Body Armor without an issue. I took my Valium and I’m hoping that kicks in. I may take a narco at 7 though. Depends on my pain and how spread apart my Geodon was.