Thank you Beth!! It just doesn’t seem possible. I’m already 43 and I don’t feel like being in love with anyone else. It’s just hard knowing that he moved on so easily. Maybe one day I’ll be ready to meet someone and give it a chance for love, but I just don’t know. My main focus is my little one so I can’t imagine meeting someone until she’s much older and I’ll be older too. It’s harder meeting someone at my age. I’ve seen how challenging it is for my older sister and she doesn’t have a disorder. She’s almost 50, beautiful, fit, and still single.

Thankfully my brother lives with me to keep me company, but not sure how long he’s willing to do that. Hopefully forever, I just don’t want to live alone. It makes my depression worse to be by myself.