I'm very behind here, but have tried to briefly read through posts.

@~Christina, you are so very appreciated and cared for here, including by me. I'm so sorry that you had to go to the hospital and are still struggling. Is there anything that might be a type of "treat" for you? However simple. I hope Gus and your other "bigger pups" are showing you lots of love.

@buddha1too, I wonder if a little day or weekend trip might be fun for you and your lady. Getting away sometimes helps. Thinking about you...

@Mountaindewed, I'm hoping your pain eases quickly.

@Jennifer 1967, I totally second what BethRags wrote. Your initiatives for both your own health and your mom's and brothers is so admirable.

@wildflowerchild25, I can totally understand your anxiety, but hope your wedding day will wipe the anxieties away. Please don't let the experiences with your ex affect your future with your soon-to-be husband. Have you talked to RS at all about any of your fears?