I didn’t take a nap after the second narco. I ate some canned roast beef and I wonder if it was too greasy because I am nauseated now. I think I’ll take my petracol at 6 because the left side of my stomach where one of my incisions is is painful. It hurts to sit up and get out of bed. And the narco didn’t do much. But things are still better then yesterday. This surgery feels different then the other 2 and I don’t think I’ll take the whole 6 weeks to recover. I think I’ll be ok in a week. But right now things are a bit tough. It’s been raining and I haven’t felt much depression or anxiety. So I’m glad that’s still ok. I haven’t been stressing about anything all day. Therapy, work, anything. I’ve just been focusing on my recovery like I should be doing.

My mom came in my room and asked if I needed anything. She asked if I was in pain and I said yeah and she said it shows on my face. I can’t take anything else for a few more hours. I hope things don’t get out of control by then. I haven’t moved around much today. I wonder if taking a walk around the house will help. Or if I should really just try to sleep.