Hey T. I can’t stop thinking about last session. I know it is important for me to bring up, but i am not sure i am brave enough to do it. Not to mention the fear of you having to cancel last minute. I think what happened two weeks ago is that you had a client in crisis and they took my spot. I get it, but it hurts.

i will never tell you that, though. it just sort of adds to my feeling of worthlessness. there are many other people who deserve therapy and have true pain, unlike me.

i wish i could tell you all of this, but i cannot.