I want to know stories of people who recovered somehow.

Since I started medication, my perception of reality changed and I wasn't the same anymore + dissociation + amotivation + numbness.. It's been 5 years of medication.

Today, when I woke up, I remembered clearly how my life was, how living was like and how living my life was like. Then, separately, I remembered how being me was like.

On top of "fearing" not recovering from the side effecfs, I don't know if I can get all those things back even if the side effects go away since a lot of things have happened since then. A lot of bad stuff. On top of having lost it all. And those things happened because I lost it in the first place.

How did you recover? Are you still slowly recovering?